Lebenstraum

I tried to call this morning. but the number was busy. I get frustrated most of the time. and sometimes, I try to decide to let it go. but somehow I start to think that I can't just let it go. nope. I won't let you go that easy... Man, I wonder what it's like out there... what it's like for you.. not being me. sometimes I wish someone I miss the most would miss me as much as I miss them too. could it be true? do you miss me as much as I miss you or, you just miss me in your way of missing someone; not talking to the person.