Lebenstraum

It's the day where I started to google Marlboro. and Marlboro weeds showed up. and i thought, how weird weed could be in Marlboro. because I don't think Marlboro would spare its tobacco and be one hundred percents weed. And I began to google Heineken. and tehy guided me to fidy cents. very funny. And I found out about "arena" in los angeles. or "mistere" in jakarta. it's fun, knowing things, knowing bad things. it's like, consuming ecstasy during ramadan. always fresh and excited even though i know im not supposed to be excited. And as I fall deeper, and deeper in my own fanatasy about the "freedom" I have defined before. I realized that, I only want to campfire, grilling marshamallow alone. or maybe with you.