Lebenstraum

so fuck everyone who went to coachella. since I failed on my afs test, I wouldn't have any possibilty of going overseas and live there and attend public events there. it's pretty sad. I have been planning to get out of here since forever, but nothing happened. maybe it's because of the efforts i have made. maybe they were never been good enough. it's so sad. damn. I can't even make a meaningful paragraph right now. it's just plain. vacant. hollow. empty. aw. yeah. happy monday tomorrow, peole! and happy monday to me. hopefully. i mean hopefully, this monday will be full of joy and i'll be happy. does that make sense?