Thinking about the future

There is one thing that makes me feel enough remorseful towards agricultural revolution. As a human, we developed from nomadic lifestyle to a more "settled" way of life. We began to learn how to grow plants and farm the animals, figuring out so many ways (even with violence) to domesticate the nature. However, there is one thing that I, crazily hate about the agricultural revolution: the prediction of a future. Life as a nomadic must've been simpler: we would've been gathering fruits for a couple of days, or find the right time to hunt to keep our tummies full that time. We would play around, being lazy and reluctant when we're "full". However, agricultural revolution has led us human to think about the future. "What if?", "What if, the plants fail to grow?", "What if, rain doesn't come?","What if the animals get sick?" Just like me, stumbling upon the thoughts of so many "what ifs". Je veux te dire que j'ai peur. J'ai tres peur. Je ne comprends pas. J'ai utilisé la musique, l'arte et les autres activités pour mon tranquilité. Mais, j'avait toujours peur. Je pense que j'ai très peur du futur mais je ne suis pas sûr. Je ne sais pas pourqoui j'ecris en Francais maintenant. est-ce que parce que j'ai aussi peur si quelqu'un decouvre cette secrete? C'est l'anxiete que je deteste. Je deteste la vie en general parce que l'anxiete que les ancesteurs a decouvre dans la revolution d'agriculture. Est'ce que ca va si je blâme les ancesteurs pour cette forme inutile de l'evolution du humain?