Tuesday, August 5, 2014

Moving Away


So I got accepted to Padjajatan University. It's located in West Java and I'm going away. People can be phonies, and they can be crooks too. Crooks are the kind of people I'm most afraid of, remembering the tragedy I had when I was on my way home in bajaj, and my cellphone just got snatched away. It's stupid. I'm excited yet scared. But there's no way turning back. It's not like I'm gonna have to survive the tribe or anything. But yeah It's far away from home. Though i've been hating home recently. My mother has been busy dealing with my grandmother. My grandma.. boy, she's fussying around telling people dos and don'ts. I really could careless about the whole "house-moving" and stuff. Yes my family is also moving to the central of Jakarta. No more south jakarta. And my grandma is making a big deal out of everything. Which is a normal thing in our family. But still, It's getting on my nerves. and remembering it, makes me want to move away really soon.

There are many things I can do alone, in my nice, small, room in West Java. I've written what I should bring when I finally move out of this house. And I will try to go back home seldomly. Boy I wouldn't go back home during Eid celebration cause I'd be nothing but young slave,cleaning the whole goddamn house. No way I'm coming back. I'll probably come back when the maid arrives, so I don't have to be a maid there. It's not even my house. It belongs to my grandma and Idk, she's like the big boss and we're not small bosses, we're her employees. I wish I had been more like my sister as she had been quiet stubborn when it was all about grandma's orders. She'd tell her, "Nope I'm lazy."
And with that fierce chinese face she has, grandma wouldn't even dare.

Really excited about moving out. I can smell my humid room that I rent for one year... with just a little bathroom, and unknown neighbors living around me. I've played the computer game "Neighbors from hell" or something like that. And I honestly won't be able to deal with that. 
But still, there's no turning back.
I'm ready. I must be ready.

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