Grief

This is a self inflict. This grief. My friend told me that, normal bad feelings will only last for 13 minutes, if it lasts longer, it's a self-infliction. However, I've been trying to stop mourning, as the world seems to look worse than ever. But honestly, things haven't actually be fixed, so I just, let the grief flow. Or maybe, I let me flow in the grief. People have been away from me, close people. Some even have started to stop listening. So again, I just let myself flow in the grief until it gets bored and finally stops involving itself in such a grief.